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Been A While
15/05/2008


Hello everyone, It been a while since I wrote something on my blog page. So better let you know what I have been up to.
Mal and I have been spending a lot of time together well as much as we can, we talk each day on the phone and send countless text messagers to each other. I really missed him when I was on holiday back in March but we kept in touch all the time. I was over at his place on the May bank holiday for 3 days that is the longest we have spent together so far, we had a really good time together. We did some sight seeing and spend lots of time cuddeling and other things. I am going over this Saturday for the night and he is coming over next weekend for 3 nights, really looking forward to that. We are both locked in our CB2000, we both have each others key on a chain round our necks. Mal wanted to go awhile without cuming so all I have done when we have been together is tease him, he is on day 63 now so I am going to let him cum this weekend, maybe just the once and then a lot more next weekend. I am just so happy I have found someone, life is really good for me at the moment, I love having someone to care about, what a fantastic feeling it is.

Its been good to be locked up again having take a break from it, It feels so much different now as well that I have a b/f to hold the key. It felt funny the first time he put it on me and locked my cock up or should I say his cock . This is first time in a cb2000 and I have to say I find it a lot better than the cb3000 model so much easier to keep clean.

Still talk a lot to my friends in the US, Penis prisoner is in his cb2000 again, he as had a short break from wearing his. He is enjoying been in it again, I am just trying to find him a KH near to where he lives, I may of found one, but it is a Master and not a Misstress, I know he would rather have a Mistress but they are really not easy to find . My other friend Tom is still locked up he as beaten his own record, it is about 170 days now, he as done so well  but rather him than me. I have to mention bccomlex my other friend he a cool guy, he has just lost his wife, they had been married for a long time and used to have lots of fun together when they were younger. Thinking of you bud.

Well that is that for the moment will try and keep it up to date better. So you all take care, I will talk soon. Bye for now.

LOCKED'N'LOADED CBPETE




Best Sunday Ever

BEST SUNDAY EVER
24/02/2008

As you all know I have been chatting to a guy called Mal since Christmas, we have a lot in common and he got me into electro so I thank him for that . Well we have met up twice over at Daves and have got on well, he was the first guy I let have his way with me. We chat to each other every day on-line and with texts messagers. Anyway he come over to my place last Sunday 17th and it was the best sunday ever, we spent all afternoon in bed just getting to know each other. WOW it was fantastic we were enjoying it so much he nearly missed his train home, Which would of been great .

I realised on Monday that I was starting to fall for him in a big way. So on Thursday I told him how I was feeling, I did not know what to expect him to say. Would he feel the same or not?. Well he did  I was so relieved he did as I was falling for him more each hour, this is the first time this has happend to me and it is a fantastic feeling. We just have the problem of distance as he is about 75 miles away from me. But we said that we would not let that come between us, we will find a way round it one way or another. So things are really going well for me at the moment I have a B/F, didn't think I would be saying that this time last year!. We are going to spend a weekend together after my holiday, and i hope to get over to his place a lot as well. He is great to cuddle up to and so easy to chat to. Will keep you all updated on how we go on.

Went to a new sauna  on Thursday down in town I had no idea it was there you would not think so from the outside. It is a gay and bi one. I enjoyed myself so much I went back Saturday evening, will be going again and taking Mal with me when he is next over here. 

Well thats it from me this month, you all take care now, write more soon.

A Very Happy CBPETE

Dungeon

Dungeon
27/01/2008


Well my year is going well so far, went to see a Master last Saturday not far away from me. This was the second time I had been a total sub. It was all set in a cellar  and was set up as a dungeon. Wow it was good would like one myself . All done out in red with back rubber floor and mirrored sliding doors to one wall which housed loads of equipment. I was chained up and hooded, had my arse turned bright red first. Had weights hung off my balls and was made to swing them. Was put into a host with weights still on my balls . but had to let down as i started to feel a bit fait Top said it could happen. Had a electric wand over me and some CBT as well. I was then put in a sling and Master had a good time  fisting me well got most of his hand in there  . So had a really good time looks like I will be going back there.

Went back over to Daves on Thursday and had some more caning and whipping and electro, I am getting addicted to the electro. Meet up with my friend Mal again, just wish he lived a bit nearer.
Went over to another master on Sunday that was interesting as well, he was a lot harder on my backside than the others so far. I was tied to a bench for it. He did some wax on me that was my first time as well. I enjoyed that I have to say, just a bugger to get off. OK if you are not hairy like me.
Trying to set something up on Sunday with a top in Leeds so i will let you know how that goes and I need to set up a meet with guy with the Dungeon as well.

My boi in the US as nearly broken his locked record only got 5 days to go, I will be pleased when he does it. He is out of his CB at the moment as he as a sore spot, I am hoping he does not get tempted to play with himself.

Well the size of my cock was brought up at work again over lunch break on Friday, Thought I was doing well. I just say they are obsesed with my cock and no they can not look at it. Got to go for now, Thank you PP and Keyofc for leaving a comment, I will write more soon. You all take care. Bye for now.

Lock'n'Loaded CBPETE

Out Of This World

Out Of This World
13/01/2008

What a start to the new year. But first Happy New Year to all of you who read my blog page, and thank you to keyofc for your comment on my last blog. it is nice to get them. Please send me a link to yours so I can have a read.

So the new year and a new KH. A local guy this time. He sent me a new lock though the post, not really sunk in yet that I have not got a key, but I am sure it will soon . It as been 4 days since I put the lock on. I have already got myself into trouble twice, he says I am a FOOL and USELESS . I am going to be locked for 100 days ( which is down to my big mouth so have only myself to blame ). I am going to have to be good as I wish to be unlocked for my holiday in March, so as I will not be able to do the full 100 days with my CB on KH is going to set me some tasks to do to make up for it. Looking forward to seeing what he come up with.

My US boi is doing ok, did get himself into trouble  last week, I said he could have the day out of his CB and could have a play with his cock for 30 mins when he woke up and 30 mins before he went to sleep but not to touch though rest of the day. I was chatting to him on-line and he said he was playing so made him put his CB back on, so he missed out on a play, silly boi. He is now locked until 1st Feb 2008 and he will break his record then as well.
My other friend Tom is going to break his locked record as well of 100 days, as he will be doing 112 days, I wanted to join his 100 day club which i will do doing, but not his 112 days club. Hmmm unless KH as other ideas .

Got talking to a guy call Mal who lives near to me and is locked as well, He was telling me about a guy he as been to see to give him Coporate Punishment. bondage and Electro he is really good with that. It all sounded so good and before I knew it I was hard in my CB and booking a day  with the guy. So I went over the other day he said he would take it easy with me as it been my first time and until I get used to it all. What a day I had it was out of this world It was wild!, got whipped, flogged, paddeled and I was hooded as well. Then we did the Electro WOWI was plugged and got to feel loads of combinations of puleses, then some CBT, I had one hell of a day, and I thank him for that.I still have a few marks on my backside . I am going to see him again in a few weeks and it will be a bit hard next time he says. I also got to meet Mal as he come over after work, I think we are going to be good friends. So meet two new great guys this year so far.

I hope you will leave me some comments this year as I like to hear what you think. I will write more soon. You all take care. Bye for now

Locked'n'Loaded'n'Keyless CBPETE



Last Day Of The Year

Last Day Of The Year
31/12/2007

Well last instructions have not gone well at all, I got to day 73 and I could not take it any more I had a orgasm, Well I am a bad sub, I was doing so well, had got the not looking, off to a tee, did touch a few times but was a accident was not consentrating. I was hoping to get to 100 days like my buddy Tom, found out today we have other interest the same as well as chastity, a small world. Anyway I have not told KH yet what I have done as I have not heard from him for a 2 and 1/2 weeks, been chatting to a local KH the other day which would be better as he would have the keys so I could not be tempted to unlock. We will see how it goes.

I locked myself back up on the 28th, I am please it is locked back up again as I was starting to play a lot with it while I was out. Found I am best not using lube on it daily like I was doing, My skin on my cock was very red I think it was the lube doing that.

Last day of the year well I wonder what the next 12 months as in store for me, you never know I might find a Girl friend / Mistress who will keep me in check  and keep my play thing locked away until she want to use it. oh happy days. Well I can dream can't I. My sub PP is doing well let him out on Christmas day and let him have some fun as well. Would really like to find someone to have fun with it make chastity so much better, I talk to guys on chat room who have wifes who are in to chastity and they are so happy. I wish I could share that feeling with someone. Tend to feel a bit down about it. I know I am missing out.

I have made loads of new friends on-line this year most seem to be in the USA but never mind, don't think I will get a chance to meet them, but really would. I hope to make some more in the new year, So that is that for this year I am here with my beer and some crap on TV. So to all of you who read my blog HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all and I hope it is a good one.

Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE



Free For 2 Weeks

Free For 2 Weeks
17/12/2007
I am on day 67 now I am doing well. Completed KH last instructions to the letter, I lost count the amount of times I edged myself over the 7 days, 2 or 3 times I nearly went to far but a firm grip on the base of cock stopped it or a few good hard slaps of it worked as well. Was pleased to return to not been horny all the time, but I must admit I really wanted to cum. KH is please I did as I was told, so that plaeses me to.
 
I have new instructions, I am free for 2 weeks, KH is letting my out of my CB, you lucky get I can hear you saying, but there is condition attached. I can NOT look or touch KH property for the 2 weeks, When I shower KH would like his property to drip dry, if needed could use a towel on them for 2 seconds only. I have found a way to shower without looking I just keep my underwear on, then when dry put towel round me and change them. I wear them whilst in bed as well, but I hate wearing anything in bed i like to be naked. I am 3 days in to it now am have so far followed the instruction, but I have to say I would rather be locked up.
 
I had to laugh to other day was in the sauna and was running out of time ( like I always do ) and wanted to have 10 minutes in the whirlpool, but it was quite full but managed to get in then when it started up I realised I was sat on one of the jets, Well I could not move, and started to get turned on by it. Before I knew it I was hard well as hard as I could be of course in my CB, I blame KH for me so horny that week, better not tell him that though. All the time I was in there I could not stop thinking about it. This as to be one time I was so pleased to be wearing a CB, as when I got out you could not tell I was hard under my shorts, LOLLOLO.
 
I am still a KH to my friend pp in the USA he wanted me to carry on doing it. I let him cum last week after a bit of teasing. But then he had a unaurtherized orgasm so I had to hand out my first lot of punishment to him, Which he completed in full, so I am pleased with him, his next orgasm is Christmas day night, if he stays good of course. A bit worried about my friend b-complex he said he was feeling down, and I have not seen him since to talk to him, He was going to a party the other day so I hope that ceered him up a bit. Not seen my other US buddy this week as i was on earlies and We miss each other. Will get to talk to him this week.
 
Well still waiting for some comments to appear. I hope you unlocked guys out there had a wank for me last week. I have to go work now so I will update soon, take all of you.
 
Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE

Horny 24/7 For 7 Days

Horny 24/7 For 7 Days
9/12/2007
On day 59 now never thought I would go this long without a orgasm, I am starting to miss them now, but I'm sure I will hold out until KH lets me have one.
I was chatting to my locked buddy in the USA who was locked for 100 days, we were having a laugh as I said I would be joining his 100 day club soon. He said he will sort me out a membership. We are going to have a competition, we are going to trim our CB3000 up for christmas day and take a photo to see who's is best. It will take our minds off not having a orgasm on Christmas day.
Was chatting to my other USA buddy as well I have been his KH for a few weeks. But it did not work out, we are better staying as friends.
 
Got to hear from KH this week thought he had given up on me LOL, he's been having computer problems. So it was really nice to get a call from him last week. I got a e-mail with some new instructions. KH wants me horny 24/7 for 7 days, I have to do 2 sprays of my stud spray and wait 15 minutes and stroke KH property for 60 minute before bed and 30 minutes when I wake up, and sqeeze my nipples.This has to be done for 7 days, stud spray last about 20 minute with very little feeling and then starts to were off. I am getting really good at controlling myself now, I can edge myself lots of times without cumming. I am half way though the 7 days now, nipples are now hurting as I have been using a peg on them. I am on earlies at work this week so need to set alarm 45 minutes earlier. Shit I am going to be knacked and frustrated and horny for the next 3 days. As it is my 60th day tomorrow KH as been very kind to me and said I don't have to us my stud spray on that day. He said I had to make the most of it as I might be a while before I get to play with his property again. Well I certainly say I am having fun playin with KH property and I make to most of each stroke.
 
Done all Christmas shopping and wrapped them all up this week, thats, that for another year. Wonder if KH will of let me have a orgasm by then. Will have to wait and see. hehehe. Please leave me some comments on my blog. Please tell me if you like it or think it is crap.
 
I will update next week, you all take care and have some fun, Unlocked guys, have a wank for me will you.
 
Locked'n'Loaded and even more horny that normal CBPETE

Locked In A CB3000 Forever

Locked In A CB3000 Forever
29/11/2007
Hi to you all, only 4 weeks until Christmas. Not done a lot over the last week, except work and work, oh and let me think, yes more work. Been talking to my buddys in the USA, One of them completed a 100 day lock up wow, he had not been out of his cb at all. He got to cum so was pleased for him as he had done so well. I have to mention B-complex1 one of my other buddys, he is a good guy, can always have a laugh with him. I am a KH to one of my other friend in the USA for 2 week as he wants to see what it is like to have a KH, did a bit of teasing with him last night, I had fun with that. Left him frustrated and horny, a job well done I think LOLOLOL. I would really like to meet up with them all one day.
 
Well it is day 49 for me, got in to trouble last week with KH he was mad with me again. Had to take my cb off because I had a sore spot which I could not get to with it on. I thought I was going to be locked in a cb3000 forever, I had put my 5mm PA ring in last time I was out, and could only put the ball to fasten it closed when I had put on cb and the ring was outside of the pee hole, as the ball will not go though it. It was quite easy to put on when I did it, but was not easy to take off!. I could not get it to come off, I was getting annoyed with it as well, plus it was pulling on the end of KH cock which hurt as well. 15 minutes late it came off I was so releaved, It did start me thinking about what it would be like to be locked forever and never be let out of it, scared me did that. I looked down and KH balls had disapeared totally, think they were trying to tell me something.
 
As I was saying I got in to trouble, well when I was out sorting out the sore spot which is sorted by the way, I had a moment of madness before I locked myself back up. I had a unautherised play with KH's cock, it was only for a minute or two, and I did not cum. But I knew I was wrong to it, don't know why I did it but I did. Told KH about it as I was felling guilty about doing it, so far he as not said anything about punishment as yet, I will wait and see, you never know he might let me off. Here hoping anyway.
 
I have not talked to KH much over last few weeks, but will be doing so over the weekend looking forward to that.
 
I will update soon, you all take care now.
 
Locked'n'VERY Loaded CBPETE

A Quiet Week

A Quiet Week
20/11/2007 
 
Well not much as happend over the week, got to talk to KH last Monday on a voice call, not heard from him since. Talk to my buddy in the US as well, like I said before it is nice to talk instead of typing every ward, but I have got a lot better and quicker at typing, and my spelling as improved as well so not all bad.
 
I am on day 40 now, wow I can not believe I have not had a orgasm for over 40 days. I was pleased with myself on Thursday the 15th as that was the day I broke my record. The day before I kept thinking that KH would tell me I could have a orgasm, and I would not break my record, but he didn't. Hoping to get to talk to him tonight.
 
My big dick was talked about at work again last Friday, they have not said anything about it for a while. Tried to explane to them there are the growers and the showers, and at the end of the day I am just average when hard, Don't know if it sunk in or not, time will tell.
 
Been a quiet week so not a lot more to say, so take care everyone, I will write more next week. Bye for now. 
 
Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE
 

Voice Call

Voice Call
10/11/2007
In this Instant messenger time you forget how nice it is to talk to people with a voice call. This week I have spoken to two people who so far I have only typed messegers to. It is so good to hear someones voice. My KH holder was the first one on Thursday night, he as not been on yahoo for a while been having problems with it, then he e-mailed me and said was I on skype, I wasn't so down loaded it and now I am. My second call was to the USA never phoned there before, To a guy who was the first person I spoke to on a chat site, and we IM each other nearly every day now. We share the same kind of interest as well as chastity, so it was cool talking to him.
 
So I have had a busy week, had two surprises from KH this week. Got a e-mail on monday night when I got home from work, he had some instruction for me. I had to lay on my bed with some soft music playing. unlock myself and spray some stud spray on KH cock, then close my eyes and stroke his property for one hour and NOT to cum, then lock back up. It was so nice to play, stud spray lasted about 30 minutes then cock seemed more sensortive than I last remember. If you have not used Gun-oils stroke 29 wanking cream get some and try it, it is fantastic. This was the first chance I had to use it and boy was it good. The way it feels after 29 strokes ( well lost count so not sure if it was 29 LOL ) it is like you are not using your hand, its cool. So was feeling very horny and dripping pre-cum all day Tuesday.
 
So second surprise was when I was talking to KH on Thursday night, he instructed me to go get my keys and cream, Yes Sir I said, and off I went to get them, back within seconds off with CB hard straight away no messing. KH wanted his cock playing with again I could not believe it. I was really funny hearing his instructions to me instead of reading them, it was a lot better. Of course I could not cum, after 5 minutes he said stop and dry your hands and cock, done Sir I said, thinking that was that, then KH said put some more cream on and start again. So I had another 5 minutes of playing, then he said stop clean my cock up and lock it back up until next time. He said good night and off he went. Wow that was the last thing I was expecting. What a night it was, looking forward to talking to KH again. Yet again he left me feeling horny.
 
On day 30 now only another 5 to go then I break my record of 34 days. That is not that long really. I talk to a guy in the US who will be on his 100th day soon, he does not take his CB off at all so as not touched his cock for all that time. Wow he is doing really well and I take my hat off to him.
 
So thats about it for this week, will update next week. Take care all.
 
Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE

Happy Place

Happy Place
04/11/2007
Well yet another week gone by, on day 24 now. Not spoken to KH holder for nearly two weeks now, had one e-mail from him saying he was busy and would talk to me at end of the week. He is probably testing me or something as he know I don't like it if he does not talk to me, it feels like a punishment to me.
 
Getting them strong horny feeling again woke up this morning with cock fighting to get out of its cage. Took me about 30 minutes for it to decide it had no chance of getting out. I am sure KH will be very pleased about it, knowing I am frustrated and horny and in pain. Hope I get to talk to him soon, I am hoping he will set me a task to do for him, to keep me going. This time I will complete the task to show I can do what he asks, no matter what I have to do.
 
Was doing well at work no mention of the size of a cock, until Thursday and now some more people know about it. I always thought it would be good to have a big cock and people know about it, but I am now having second thoughts on that, it is not that good.
 
Not much else as happend to me this week, work the same been treated like a mushroom again. Got annoyed yesterday about it, swore at manager she did not say anything, knows not to bother me when I am not a happy chappy at work. If I had of been unlocked I would of gone and had a wank to carm myself down, but went to my hiding place and went to the happy place in my head instead. But would of rather had a wank.
 
Will update next week, Take care all.
 
Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE

Time just passes me by

Time just passes me by
28/10/2007
 
Well work mates didn't mention about looking at my cock this week. But it as been mentioned 3 time that I know about, hopfully I will not hear much more about it now. Been locked for 17 days now still got 141 to go before next orgasm,
 
Really horny to end of last week don't know why this happens only at certain times, it normally last or about 2 days then I am fine for a while. Get really strong hard-on's, and dripp lots of pre cum. All my sores have healed up ok checked today when unlocked for shaving.
 
Been stretching PA piercing, now up to a 4mm thick ring, have noticed that the bigger the ring the more noise it makes when I am walking. It's ok when cock is filling the tube but when it goes soft the ring hits the opening in the CB. I will have to look at changing from steel to a plastic one see if that makes a difference. Was in the steam room today after working my balls off in the gym, there was 4 others in there. The whole room is tiled, and it is mixed so need the wear shorts, I sat down and banged my CB on the seat every one looked up, I made it look like it was my plastic gym key and membership card that made the sound, as you need to have them with you and I have mine on a neck strap, I did the same thing only the other week, I need to go more carefull.
 
Not a lot else going on with me at the moment saving my cash for Christmas only 8 weeks away. Time just passes me by, since I turned 36 it feels like I have hit a oil slick and I'm sliding and can't stop. 40 next year oh well only 12 years and I will of paid my mortgage off and will be able to buy a BMW YES!.
Just hoping the Goverment as not band them by then or put so much tax on fuel I wont be able to drive it. That would just be my luck.
 
Well will update next week, take care everyone.
 
Locked'n'Loaded CBPETE

Playing It Down

 Playing It Down
19/10/2007 

 
A whole week as gone by since the guys at work noticed I had a big cock, and not one day as gone by without it been mentioned. It is good to have this reputation but I have been playing it down. They said today lets have another look at it and make sure you did not put something down your pants, I had to take my CB off on Thursday morning as I have got three sore spots and could not get to them with it on. So the last thing that I though, was they would ask to have a look. So the first thing that came into my head was to say I was not wearing any underwear, so that seemed to be the right thing to say, one of them said ' we don't want to see it in the flesh dude'. I was so pleased about that, I said I will show you on Monday I will wear underwear. So I think my sores will of healed up by then. One of them is a left over from all of last weeks wanking, I think I locked up to soon.

 

Been unlocked for 2 days now, shit I feel horny and just want to play and cum, but I can not. KH would go nuts if I did. He said to me the other day the last punishment was nothing compaired to what will happen next time. The thought of it as my hard-on going down. Found I did not sleep all through the night as well, I thought I would with not having the CB on, was ok last time I was not locked, slept all night. Unless it had something to do with having empty balls.

 

Will update next week.

 

Unlocked'n'Loaded CBPETE

158 Days

158 Days
16/10/2007
Finally got to talk to KH last night which I always enjoy, He said he had been busy so has not been able to chat much. Which is only to be expected and is no problem. We talked for a few hours and he decided that my next orgasm will be on my birthday next year, so from the day I locked myself back up that will be 158 days. sent a shiver down down my spine, how will I go that long was going though my head. Having said that at this moment I don't feel like I want one after my experience last week.
 
I thought I was doing well not getting any punishment for not completing the orgasm task, but it was short lived. 3 months without any teasing, I could not believe it he know I enjoy it. I still feel sad about the fact that there will be no teasing for the next 3 months, KH said he was pleased about that!. He said this is my submision training, I have now agreed to hand over full control of my cock to him. Feels a bit scarey doing this but I feel it will be good for me. Plus I trust him a lot as well.
 
I was asking KH if he knew how long it would take my very empty balls to fill up again?, he replied shall we see if they are?. I wanted to say yes to him but, replied NO thank you Sir. I can not imagin what the punishment would of been if I had of said yes, So I am learning. So I am to stay frustrated and horny for a long time, I am hoping KH will have a teasing session sooner that 3 months, I have ordered some Gun-oil stroke 29 and want to try it out. KH said to put them away I will not be needing it for a long time.
 
KH said he would find me another task to do to take my mind off it. I can not wait to what it is. Anyway thats all for now update again soon.
 
Locked'n'Loaded again CBPETE

If Only They Knew

If Only They Knew
12/10/2007
 
What a afternoon I have had at work, We had to try on our new work cloths to make sure the sizers were correct before manager ordered them. Last week when I had put the safety harness on and they noticed the bulge down there. So all I have said is I have a big dick and I now how to use it, all they do is laugh at me. Today my work mates think I have a big dick, we had to try on the trousers so manager left the room which just left the four of us in the room. One went into room next to our office and one didn't have a pair to try on as he is on the large side. So I just dropped my pants and put on the ones to try I still had my teeshirt on, next thing I know is work mate saying 'you are big look how big his dick is', other work mate looked as I took them off again and made a comment 'I will never doubt you again, you said you were big'. All I said was I told you so with a great big smile in my face, If only they knew what was making me look so big.
 
So for the next hour thats all that was talked about. One of them is African so we always tease him about how big his dick is, as they say black men have big dicks. He comfirmed to us he had a big one but not as big as mine. I have been on a high all afternoon with this, it as been so fuuny.
 
There was just my work mate and at the end of the day alone with a cleaner, he could not wait to tell her about my big dick as we have a laugh and joke on a night useally involving sex talk. On our way out work mate kept saying 'drop your pants and show her'. I was half way up the steps and they were at the bottom I turned round and dropped my pants, he said 'look, look at the size of that', the cleaner screamed and was laughing.
 
I have to say you do look well endowelled when wearing a CB3000 and the briefs I was wearing seened to add to the size. It was just so fuuny, it will be all round work by the end of next week.
 
Locked'n'Unloaded CBPETE
 
 

Not As Bad As I Thought

Not As Bad As I Thought
12/10/2007
I tried lots and lots of times to get hold of my KH, first thing Wednesday morning I wrote a email to him telling how sorry I was, I only did 15 out of the full 25 I should of done. But every time I sent the email it came straght back say it could not be delivered. It as done this before but if I wait a hour it is ok, I tried 4 time Wednesday morning with no luck, I was nervous enough with out this happening. I did not want KH to think I was not following more of his instruction as he had told me to keep him up to date with what I was doing.
 
When I got home from work it was about 10.45pm the first thing I did was try and send it again but the same happened it was returned to me,
 
Thursday morning rewote the email and guess what it come straght back to me, now I was nervous the task had finished 24 hours earlier, all I could think is I will be in even more trouble, and not knowing if I was going to be punished or what, that would be just added to my frustration. I even left a private message on one of the chat site we go on, as I know he goes on it a lot. I locked my CB3000 back on I would of done this on Wednesday but my cock was still a bit sore. so thought it better to wait another day.
 
Got home late Thursday night it was about 11.50pm, put computer on looked at emails abd one from KH. I was nervous now alright, open it up it said ' I am pleased you have leaned your lesson do NOT expect a orgasm this year, it will be well into next year before you can have one again'. He wanted my upto date journal that I keep for him and a full explanation of why I did not contact him. So the out come was not as bad as I thought it would be, and at this moment I really do not want a orgasm.
I am feeling happier now I have still to hear back from KH but I just hope he is not to mad with me.
 
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Not What I Was Expecting part II

Not What I Was Expecting partII
10/10/2007
I have managed another six yesterday now done (15), and are now out of time. I've been trying to email KH to tell him how sorry I am that I did not complete the 20 orgasms but I am having problems sending it, so have no answer from him. I am nervous now I will have to wait until I get home tonight before I find out my fate.
 
This is the first time I have been made to have so many, I used to enjoy upto three a day before I started with chastity, so my balls got used to making a lot of cum. But this time by the time I had got to about 10th time there was nothing coming out of me so there was no orgasm at all. It ends up feeling more painful and frustrating after you have empted your balls. This is some thing I have just found out, so have learned some thing new about my body over the last few days. I also realize that a woman can have a lot more orgasm's as it does not affect them the same.
 
Will write more tomorrow.
 
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Not What I Expected

Not What I Expected
9/10/2007
Well got to talk to KH on Sunday night and a suprise had some fun. This was not what I expected. My KH told me I would not be able to play with myself until I got to day 50 I was on day 34.
 
My KH asked if I was alone I said I was, he said strip and get a towel, lube,ice cubes, clothes pegs and my prostrate massage, then take your CB off. First of all he told me to put the ice cubes on the towel and sit on them, 'shit it was cold', after about 5 minutes he told me to insert one in my ass and put me postrate massager in and sit down. Then I had to freeze my left nipple with the ice cube, when I could not feel it I had to put the cloths peg on 'it still hurt'. KH said did it hurt I said yes Sir, so would you like me to give you something to forget about the pain he asked?, yes I said. Right put a cloths peg on your right nipple. He was right i forgot about the left one, he than had me rota them by 90 degrees . I now was able to to have a play with my cock I lubed up and off I went, KH was telling me how fast to stroke it but I was NOT to cum.
 
I had been brought to the edge about three times and was on a high amd very, very horny by this time, he said would you like to cum?, I like a fool said yes Sir. OK he said but you must eat all that comes out of you, I agreed I just wanted to shoot my load buy this time. So he said stroke faster, and then faster he said you can cum now YES I thought, but you must keep stroking your cock, It was unbelievable the amount of cun I shot put I had to keep going faster and faster the instruction said until he said stop. I had cum 4 times, I eat all what had cum out of me it was not as bad as I remembered, I was on such a high and feel light headed. KH asked I would like some more orgasms yet again I said yes Sir, He said you have to have another 16 orgasm's in the next 48 hours, still not thinking straight I agreed. He than asked If would like a reward for having so many orgasm's. WILL I EVER LEARN I said yes Sir. OK for every 5 orgasm's you have you can have another one. This was not good I thought.
I was to put a smaller A ring on from my CB so when I get hard through the night it WILL wake me up and then I must masturbate each time, I had then to have four orgasm before I went to work and three whilst at work. I only woke up once so that was (5) times, then when I woke up (6) then about a hour later (7) and before I went to work (. the first 6 orgasm were fantastic,then they were not. I had nothing left in my balls It was taking longer to get any feelings and what come out was next to nothing, It was not enjoyable any more. This was more of a punishment than a pleasure now, all I wanted was to be locked back in my CB again I could not believe I was thinking this. So I decided to email my KH and told him I would like to be locked back up and had learned a valuble lesson. I was hoping for a reply before I went to work but did not get one. So I only got to have one wank at work (9) my cock was starting to get a bit sore now, to add to the tenderness of my nipples. Got home and looked at my emails, yes one from KH, he said no way you must carry on and do them all. Not what I wanted to hear. So went to bed and did it again (10), no enjoyment at all now from it.
Will tell more tomorrow.
 
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Embarassed at work

Embarassed At Work
7/10/2007
I got embarassed at work the other day, I was in the office with my 3 other work mate and our manager who is female. I was putting on a harness to go up one of our vertical ladders ( health & safety you now ) So I started to put it on rest of them were watching me as they have no idea how to put it on. I put the top half on no problem them I had to put the two straps between my legs and fasten them to the points at the front. Well when I did that and tightened them up I looked down and noticed how much my my CB was standing out, I looked around at the rest of them they were all looking at it as well I could feel myself going red. I just could not think what to say or do for a few seconds, which seemed like minutes. I decided to my a break for the door off I went. Later in the day the guy I work with said you are big down there then. ( I joke that I have a big cock with him ). He now believes I have, It will be all round the building within a few days. So anyone who as to wear a harness at work remember not to wear your CB.
 
Last night woke up at 2am with one hell of a hard on, I was feeling really, really horny I have not felt like that with out been stimulated before. It took best part of a hour for it to go down it was pulling on my balls as well they were hurting. Have not been woke up like that few at least 3 weeks. Hope it is not going to happen again for a long time.
 
On day 34 now this is the longest I have gone locked in one go, every day is a new record. I was out for cleaning and shaving today nice to let my cock have a stretch out. Also changed my PA piercing ring for the next size up, I am on 3mm thick now, I am going up to 5mm thick. I feel that will be big enough for me.
 
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A New Week

A NEW WEEK
3/10/2007
 
October is here were as my year gone. Did not have a good day at work yesterday I seem to work with stupid people. It felt like I was a mushroom, kept in the dark and fed on s**t, Just a monkey with keys I am,(a locked one at that ).
 
Got to talk to my KH last night first time a nearly 2 weeks so I was happy. I am now on day 30 of lock up this is now a record for me as my last was 28 days with out a orgasm. KH was telling me He wants me to get to day 50 before I can play with myself again, The more I think about it the more I hate the idea. I have 20 days to go I can not believe my KH as done this to me, but he is the boss and I must not complain. I also asked about when I go on holiday in March I am away in Australia for 3 weeks, the answer I got was not what I was wanting. KH said I had to use plastic tag while on the plane, and go back to padlock while I was there, he did allow me to take my CB off during the day and only wear it at night. I was hoping he would trust me enough not to have to wear my CB whilst I was holiday.
 
I was not having the best of days at it was, so when KH instructed me to take off my CB and get my lube I thought yes one last play until day 50. He told me let him know when I was ready, so I did that his reply was ok lock yourself back up again. How disapointed I was, then he said he had to go and would take to me later in the week. What a day!, started off bad and ended bad. A good start to a new week.
 
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